today

well today people have been talking to me about my last post, my weight to be precise. It seems that you guys dont think that i am fat and u dont think i need to loose weight either! Its kind of to say that, but really im only just in my ideal weight zone i would really like to be about 9 stone! BUT as Joanna said i do have muscles as well as fat so maybe thats to blame for my scales hating me! Im feeling better today about how i look, probably because my jeans suck my butt in! lol!

Ive figured out what the England team to face Spain will look like, i have a horrible feeling, that were gona loose! lol! If Wayne Rooney and Paul Robinson had been starting then i would have been more confident, but as their not, im worried! Its only a friendly but its still embarrasing when we loose. I wish England could be good at one sport! JUST ONE! Thats all i ask!

Ok ok!!! Hmm what next!? Oh god i know! Ive got a black belt class tonight, i hate going there, especially as Kieran (friend-enemy!) is going to be there. Shes only a brown belt (i would have been that but i was put on the fast track programme!) , though she thinks she knows everything, and makes me look stupid. Every week i go with a fake confidence, but by the end ive embarrased myself by doing something! The worst 2 hrs of my week i feel!! Oh well i have to attend these stupid things!

Hmmm im not sure what else to say!!

Bi bi!