Umm.....

Thanks for the comment Joanne, unfortunately i can't stop thinking about my weight, but hey im not gonna rant about it in todays blog! Todays blog is allllll about my family! hahaha!

Well after college i said i would meet my sister and my mum in Watford so i could go shopping, so i did. The annoying thing was, that my sister keeps clutching her stomach and walking around as if someone has just stabbed her! Ok ok i know shes had an operation but was almost a week ago and shes been walking fine at home. So why the change in public?? Attention, and believe me, she got lots of it! This sounds as if im jealous of her attention. I guess i kinda am but in a weird psycho way! At home my mum has been running around my sister as if she were some kind of new born who couldn't do anything. My sister has been milking this appendix thing for a couple of days now, and my mum can't see it. Its soo annoying. I mean today in Pizza Express, the conversation was about my sister or my sister was doing most of the talking and making my look small when i said something ( she managed to turn everything i said into a blonde comment or insensitve comment! which they were not). So when the conversation moved away from her completely, she did the almost crying in pain thing. So my mum automaticaly blanked me, ignoring my problems, and went rushing to her to see if she was ok. And hey presto as soon as my sister had the attention she said " oh know im fine now, i can cope!" Grrrrr and then this evening, my mum has been snappy at me. Literally as ive been writting this me and mum have had a chat and she now knows my feelings but i still feel angry towards her. I can't help it.

Right im off to watch England be smussshed by spain!!!!

Bi bi xxxxx