A quote from me this afternoon whilst sitting in the library next to kt!!!
Im feeling really really happy today! Im not sure why, maybe because its been a relaxing day, im not sure! Anyway i can't help but be excited for this friday. The thing is i know that nothing will happen between me and martin, cuz nothing ever does happen when i want it to! I suppose i should just stop looking and hope the someone comes along when i least expect it! ( well that will be another two years alone then!)
Yesterday i had a really insperational talk from Laura's ( my english teacher) brother. It really inspired me to becoem a journalist and go in to that form of business. The things he said proved that me and my cv are on the right track for doing well in the business! happy happy!!
Well again i am going to stress my happiness! happy happy happy!!! Im in a talkative mood aswell! I feel as sudden urge to phone kinjal! I think its because she has a connection with gossip and she generally shares the same feelings i do!
Well i must go! end of the lesson alomst! must look like ive been doing some work!
Bikbi! xxxx
Update 18:50pm
Well im at home now and in the end i didn't phone kinjal, i got to carried away with slouching on my new sofa! I dont know why my new found happiness was short lived, i feel a bit depressed now. Maybe its because im bored, i dont know. I feel like theres something missing and also i keep thinking about friday and i just have this 6th sense that nothing is going to happen. Im hoping by admitting this that something does happen but it wont! Wow i sound so pesimistic! I want to go to bed now but its a bit early isn't it!!!! lol!! Theres no one to talk to online and theres no tv programmes on either! I was hoping there was an interesting football match on today but theres not. Although saying that theres a Arsenal match on so i may get to Freddie Ljumberg! Yummm! Eye candy for the night! I use a lot of exclamation marks dont i! Well comment back ya'll!
Bikbi xxxxxxxxxxx
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I've had a shitty day, even though it didn't show when I saw you. Damn horroscope! It was actually right for once.
So did you get to play the "sofa song" in the end. Is it a water bed type (i'm being stupid, aren't I?) or one of those sofa-beds? Man my sofas look like shite! Apparently, sofas are interesting.
And Friday? I was not informed, lol..hope it goes well. Just don't fret too much. The more natural you let it go, the less you worry. Hope it works in your case.
Daniel xXx
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