Friday, 23 February 2007

Calmy eating skittles

ok ok so i nicked the calmly eating phrase of Kt who in turned nicked it off the importance of being earnest!!!!

Im feeling happy today, its because i am surrounded by all my friends, for once we are all together, which is nice. Im also not stressing about my weight or what i look like which is another factor adding to my happiness. Also i know that in my next lesson i wont be doing any work!!! I'll just be researching, which i dont think requires that much brain power.

I havn't seen mary in what feels like ages, i really must text her!!! I hope that were doing something tonight, i havn't been out all week in the evening! I need to socialise, i also need to plan this meal thing that my lot are doing, we need to book as there is loads of us! Aghhhhh!!!

I feel there is something missing at the moment, i have to be honest and a but stupid when i say i think its the presense of a boyfriend, many people say that i dont need one or wait till uni, but to be honest i dont think i can wait, im in a hugging and lovey mood at the moment, not sexually frustrated as some people think i am!!! Lol! I just need to have a hug, at the moment i'll settle a hug from anyone but i would idealy like it to be from a guy! It annoys me that people can't see the real me, i try to hard to let people see who i really am, but somehow they also manage to judge me wrong, its annoying. I so many different sides to me, people just think im some kind of dominating person, when im soooo far from that its unreal!!! Im trying to put nice pictures of me up on the net so people will change their opinions of me, somehow i dont think they will. Damn it !

Right i must go now, i need to get down to the other campus to "work"!!!!

Bikbi xxx

4 comments:

... said...

Cheer up miss Vicki, we still <3 you ^^

Calmly eating muffins said...

hey sweeny!

We (dalek dave and I) know who u really are, we have an uncanny ability of sussing these things out.There are many sides to everyone. Some that are never expressed. It all depends on the company. I myself am almost unrecognisable in some realms. Thats what blogging is for..to show the other sides. Anyway enough lecturing...im glad ur happy

and OI!!!! NICK MY PHRASES lol.

London Kidney 89 said...

At least you've been in a relationship. I've yet to have one. *Needs hug* I can offer you a hug, but I seem to be a woman repeller after I hug them. What is that about and what are they trying to tell me? Seriously though, someone out there, apart from your beloved friends, will see the real you and appreciate you for who you are. Instead of finding them, let them find you.

And also, I wish I hadn't left too early. The learning centre is useless, especially that gopher lady who says the usual "can you get off that please, you're meant to be doing work" shit. She really needs to gnaw on some wood or something.

Calmly eating muffins said...

U tres funny kidney!!!