why can't i ever think of an exciting title to put on my blog?!!!! grrrrr!
Anyway!! Im feeling a bit bored with life at the moment, i know my b'day party will be great but thats in April. I need something to look forward to soon. Kinjals told me about the aquasplash thing in a couple of weeks! But that does mean i have to put on my tankini! Which i WILL feel very self concious in. I will deff look like the fat friend, in fact i will be the only person there who will look awful! I mean i know kinjal will moan about her, but i dont think she will look as bad as me! Aghhhhhhhhhh!!!! Oh well! I can be the fat fat friend for a day! Lets hope i loose some weight before then! (fat chance!) Oh well i can worry about for a few weeks and dream about being thin and getting lots of attention! But sadly i can't loose 2 stone in 2/3 weeks!!!! I can't loose that in 2 years let alone that!!!!
Well im not 100% sure what to talk about now! So any advice or subject topics would be well aprciated!
From Bikbi! xxxx
2 comments:
Don't worry about it. Go ahead and do it...believe me in the end you'll feel better about it (at least a little if not completely). I didn't want to take my shirt off (and expose my fat belly!) when I went to the beach last December, but I just said "to hell with it" and no-one cared about my fat stomach.
i had no idea u were so preoccupied with ur weight. You hide it very well.
Seriously though i wish u would listen wen i say ur not fat and even if u were we'd like u anyway!
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