Empty

Heya,

dont get me wrong i am happy, but i also feel that there is an empty space in side of me. I think it has something to do with the stress of my exams. I can't wait for them to be over, their really scaring me!! Im also a bit bummed out cuz i need to party again and im not sure when the next one will be. I think it will be Marys. Thats ages away :-( Oh well i want another fft, im in the mood for seeing friends, maybe someone could have one on friday??? Hmm i shall have to look into that one!
Im bored! Im in college and i really dont know what to do, im meant to have key skills next, but i really can't face it. I would love to go home but that means i would leave kt all by herself, and i can't really do that, its mean.
I still havn't seen David since the new years party. I jst wana see how much he actually remembers from the party, cuz at the moment i have no clue how bad his memory loss is!! I put some makeup on and put my contacts in today in the vain hope i would see him. But i havn't. This sounds so sad and desperate, im not even 100% sure i acutally like him still, i would have to see him in order to make my mind up! Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Right i was just thinking, i should really take that picture of John Cena down from my myspace!

Im off now,

Bikbi xx