Life is good!

Well this week has been a weird one! I can't possibly tell u everything in the right order because my brain just doesn't work like that! Ok well Mary has got a date with Kevin, but wanted to make it a doulbe date, with me and david. I said yes but david said no. Now at this point u'd expect me to be upset, but actaully im bloody happy he said no now!!! I was thinking last night that i can do so much better than him, and at this particular moment im having more joy in fantasising about famous people! Its strange ive never gotten over someone this quickly! Although i think i know the trigger for it, and yes im afraid its related to football! After Mary told me on the phone my heart did sink a bit but then i saw Man Utd win and i just felt very happy. Also discussing my 18th party with my parents made me happy aswell. Im studying hard for my exams at the moment. I mean today i had a 3hr gap, i studied pretty much all the way through. So far the only think ive had to eat today is healthy eating flap jack bar, and that was at about 8.50am!! So yes i am hungry but i cant bring myself to eat, i think that me not eating for over 6hrs during the day is damn good achievment!

I have a sore left shoulder, but thats because i have WAYYYYYY to much in my bag at the moment, but sadly i need it all.

As im writing this blog i can't help but stare at the minute cut on my right hand just below my thumb! Well actualy if i tell you the truth ive been staring at it all day, it seems to make me happy! FUCK KNOWS WHY! I sound like a right weirdo!!!

Dad bought me a ticket for the wwe smackdown, raw was all sold out, but i think i might go on ebay nearer the time and look for tickets to wwe raw. Ive looked today but their only selling ring side ones, which are extremely expensive!!!! And theres no way that i would be able to afford them, even if i did save any form of money that came my way for the next four months! ok ok maybe i would if i did that, but come one that would mean my life would be miserable and i wouldn't want that!!!!

My shoulder really is playing me up! Its my bad one n all. The one i managed to half dislocate last year during Choi Kwang Do demo team practice! Ooooo im remembering the cool shiny uniforms we got for that! Very cool! (maybe not to u but to me their great!)

Im starting to make more of an effort now regarding make up and contact lenses etc etc, its given me a whole new confidence!!!

I must dash now, im meant to be working, although the guy next to me seems to be impressed by how much im writing! hahaha little does he know that im not doing work but writing a blog! Oh well who cares it makes me look smart!

From Bikbi :-)

P.S Happy Tree says hi xxxx